2019 Sucked Donkey Balls
It hasn't really been an entire year since I've written anything. It's just been a year since I published anything because 2019 was the year of anger. I'm done now. I know "2019 sucked donkey balls" isn't a nice way to say it but it's exactly how I feel. I cannot wait for this year to be done. It's not that it was an entirely bad year - it wasn't. But it was challenging in ways I didn't predict. We moved out of the only house I've ever owned. That was traumatic. While I've had nearly a decade to get used to the idea of my failed marriage, this was proof. And it made me feel damaged all over again. And angry. But I have a partner who loves me as-is, so I need to keep that in mind. New beginnings are good, right? It would be but I wake up nearly every day hating my real estate agent. Yep, there are parts that were our responsibility but this was a guy who knew I was taking care of a dying parent at this time and he